incomplete and all alone

My name is Kayla. I am 22 years old. I want to help others, but I rarely help myself. I have never been good at putting my feelings and thoughts to words, so I usually speak through lyrics. Not my own, hell I lost my creativity long ago, but they say a girl's favorite songs will tell you everything she can't. I live in the confines of my mind. Here is a glimpse of what goes on there. You may notice that most of my posts are dark, depressing, and sad, then out of left field come posts that are inspirational... That is because I do not want anyone to feel the way I feel. You are NOT alone!